I wanted to call you. I wasn't sure if it was the right thing to do, but I wanted to clear the air around us. Even when the air around us, is really thousands of miles apart. Why leave it all messy? So I decided I would, no clue on what I'd say but a: hello, it's me. I feared she'd be there, because what would you say? Wrong number or an old friend maybe... I grabbed the phone, my heart started racing, trying to focus on the fact that this is what I wanted. I dialed. Heard the tone, my heart beating even faster just to hear: the call can't be completed that way. Click, finally able to take a deep breath again.