June 24, 2011

Fact #12

Fact: We don't even need words, our eyes can carry long coversations.

i just want to go

I feel the tears running down my face, I don't think my sunglasses are big enough to hide them. I try to walk faster, I need to get to the bus stop now, I just want to go home and lay on my bed and cry 'cause you don't love me anymore, maybe you never did.

June 18, 2011

maybe you could too

And some people actually like me you know? They see who I am, sometimes better than I do, maybe if you saw how they love me you could love me too.

June 17, 2011


Why do you do this? I wish I could understand, it's as if at the best times we have you just want to unplug and go, so go... be free, just don't come back again.

June 12, 2011

Fact #11

Fact: When I said it was alright for you to date her, I lied, I still want you with me.

June 10, 2011

now or never

And it's now or never baby, you either want me or you don't.

June 7, 2011

it's time

Stay away already, do you think it's alright to parade around me everytime you're in the mood for it? No, this time I'm putting my foot down, no is no.

June 6, 2011

the things I forget

I forget you're not mine.
I forget we said our goodbyes.
I forget yours mentioned a "I want you out of my life".

the situation handler

I was calm, more than I thought I'd be, apparently I'm better at handling these situations than I give myself credit for, it probably has to do with the fact that you've left me so many times.

June 5, 2011

on the hook

We keep people on the hook, the safety one, the one that gives your ego a boost but won't ever give an actual chance. I keep him. You keep me. I'm done now, you can un-hook me.

June 4, 2011

Fact #10

Fact: I love how you remember our most random conversations.

June 3, 2011

my problem

My problem was that I never allowed myself to miss you, I kept calling all the time, it hurted but not as much as being without you.

please remember

She hugged me and told me "remember you're not alone", with tears running down my cheek I said "that's all I needed to hear" and I left with a new found strenght.