April 30, 2011

unsaved note

Thank you for making me believe in true love,
even if it was for a short amount of time,
you brought me back to life.

you see me

I'll never forget the day we met, the way you looked at me was like never before. I tell my friends and they never understand but it's an amazing feeling meeting someone who looks right into your eyes and sees you, the raw you.

April 27, 2011

the silence

One of those days where the silence invades us and there is not a single sound. It gets lonely when I forget the tone of your voice and my thoughts are all I have. But you'll never know.


Someone told me it will all get better with such certainty that I let myself believe. With tears swelling up, I can't take it anymore, I just want to believe it can get better, I can feel better, I can trust again. 

April 26, 2011

time for change

Exhausted of these feelings. Seriously I need a change. Years I've been chained to you, hoping for a change, but boy it's always the same, me loving you, you leaving me. It's not fair and it's time for a change.

you're letting me down

When you said you'd call I believed you, yet the call never came.
When you said you loved nobody but me I believed you, yet there was someone else.
I keep believing and you keep letting me down.

April 24, 2011

fact #2

Fact #2: I still listen that song you recommended. I turn the volume up and sing at the top of my lungs. I might cry, it might hurt but I love having those memories back.

April 20, 2011


Drowning in our memories is all I seem to do now, funny how happy times bring tears to my eyes. What do I do? What do I do with all these feelings? Is there somewhere I can throw them away? Is there someone who wants them? I don't want to know, I don't want to feel the emptyness of what might have been.

April 9, 2011

sealed from you

I don't want to hear you anymore, I'm now sealed from everything negative you say. No, don't even try to put me down cause I'm flying high. No, don't tell me I'm not beautiful cause I know I am.

April 8, 2011

in chains

You're pulling me down, your memories are pushing me, I can't take these chains anymore. It took me a while but now I'm ready to fly, had the key all along I was just scared to let go.

April 6, 2011

not alone

At the darkest of times, when you're crying, when you don't feel there's a way, remember you're not alone. No one ever is.

April 5, 2011

don't you see?

Don't you see my heart bleeding for you? Don't you see my soul is aching for you? Don't you see that all I ever think about is you? Don't you care about how I feel? Don't you want to see where this goes?

The answer is no, no, no, i don't care and no. One last thing, f** you for asking me all that now that I've moved on.

i'd laugh

A: What if he calls one day ands says he's in love with you, that he has been in love all along?
B: I would definately laugh.
A: Why?
B: Because it's been 5 years and he's been wasting my time.

April 3, 2011

the pathetic call

I wanted to call you so badly, but what was I going to say? I've missed you these past 3 days. It's pathetic, how can I not live without you for that amount of time. Maybe it's not that I can't, maybe it's just that I don't want to.

meet again

I haven't slept well in a while, I keep thinking of you and what might happen if we ever meet again. I've been told to resist it, if I give in I'll lose it all but we both know I can't deal with temptation.