October 30, 2016

the end of october

October was ending,
it went by so fast,
it went by so slow,
it went by without me being really there at all.


October 25, 2016

it wasn't home

I did get to miss those mountains again,
this time I felt a hole in my chest,
and the new place was wonderful,
beautiful buildings, green everywhere,
but it wasn't home.

it all fades away

It would've been nice to have been told that fear is greater in the anticipatory moments and once you're doing whatever you feared, it all fades away. Sometimes you even go through it and forget what it was that terrified you so much.

September 14, 2016

if I could be softer

My words always sounded harsher than I meant them out to be. I hurt people unwillingly and I don't realize it until the words have left me. I could see the look in their eyes. If I could be softer I would be, believe me. I'm sorry.

July 21, 2016

dream new dreams

And then just like that dreams become memories and we're sent off again to dream new dreams.

July 19, 2016

it came true

Truth is I always wanted it to be you. 
I hoped for it, but didn't think it would come true. 

the flaws that tie it all up

Those costumes you wore to get you through vanished, they are of no good use here. Finally, just you. You'd forgotten what you used to be like, so you made yourself new. With good and bad, perfect flaws to tie it all up.  

walk away

Leave the light on,
and walk away
I won't hold it against you,
some things just have to be done.