October 26, 2011

i could be anywhere

Lying in bed, barely opening my eyes and I feel like l could open them and be anywhere in the world. This silence let’s my mind fly but I come right back because there’s nowhere I’d rather be than right here with you.

it's up to you

“It feels like rock bottom, but I don’t want to stand up”, she said. I uncrossed my arms and wiped my tears away, “there’s nothing for me to do then” I said and left, I can’t deal watching her destroy herself.

October 24, 2011

yell it out

"You are not for me!", I yelled looking at your picture on my computer screen. It sounds pathetic but I had to at least do that.

October 20, 2011

hey you, surprise!

Every now and then life will surprise you with someone who's worth it.

October 18, 2011

like the ocean

He said my eyes were as deep as the ocean and I never looked straight at him again, I didn't want him to drown.

October 15, 2011

i'm sorry too

You're sorry for things you never did and I'm sorry for not letting you know it was never your fault.

not a waste

Love is never wasted, it might not be corresponded but it lights up your days and shows you how to get through the nights.

October 12, 2011

the stranger knows me more

I always think it's you coming around to see how I am, who am I kidding? It's not you. It's some random stranger who reads my thoughts and maybe knows me more than you do.

October 10, 2011

reasons why

It's not because you're in love with some guy, it's because I'm in love with you that I can't be your friend anymore.

act the part

She said we're all acting a part, we're not really some way, we just act the part we believe we should at the moment. The sister, the daughter, the student, the worker, the friend, the lover, all just an act, she said. And I believed.

October 7, 2011

October 4, 2011

the first rainy autumn day

She walked in without knocking for the first time and I was crying. No way to deny it with my swollen red face and the kleenex in my hand. It was the first rainy autumn day, a grey thursday afternoon, the kind of day that triggers the worst emotions in you.

October 2, 2011


October, I've been waiting for you.  You changed the weather I hope you can change me too, heal my old wounds.