March 29, 2014

i'm glad

It's that last scene I keep re-playing that breaks me up. You were so calm, I was so emotional. It was my first loss, clearly I was unprepared. It's just the idea of the last touch, the last hug, the last kiss. And you know I never felt like I belonged with anyone, but with you I did, I'm deeply grateful. I'm not sure where I stand now, not the same as before you, not the same as with you, I'm changed and I don't know how or when or where I should be. I had heard the first love is tough, maybe I'm too old to be figuring this out, I'm glad I did, I'm glad we tried. 

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