Wrote letter #142 for you, but this one you won't read either. I'm not going to send it, not now, not later. I'll put it with the rest of them, hidden in the closet. It's not that I'm afraid of letting you know what I feel, it's just that when it's written it's real. It's not just a feeling in my heart, it's not just your memory on my mind, it's a declaration from me to you, signed with my name, and I don't want a one sided paper bound love.