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Thank you for making me believe in true love,

even if it was for a short amount of time,

you brought me back to life.

you see me

I'll never forget the day we met, the way you looked at me was like never before. I tell my friends and they never understand but it's an amazing feeling meeting someone who looks right into your eyes and sees you, the raw you.

the silence

One of those days where the silence invades us and there is not a single sound. It gets lonely when I forget the tone of your voice and my thoughts are all I have. But you'll never know.

better

Someone told me it will all get better with such certainty that I let myself believe. With tears swelling up, I can't take it anymore, I just want to believe it can get better, I can feel better, I can trust again. 

time for change

Exhausted of these feelings. Seriously I need a change. Years I've been chained to you, hoping for a change, but boy it's always the same, me loving you, you leaving me. It's not fair and it's time for a change.

you're letting me down

When you said you'd call I believed you, yet the call never came.
When you said you loved nobody but me I believed you, yet there was someone else.
I keep believing and you keep letting me down.

fact #2

Fact #2: I still listen that song you recommended. I turn the volume up and sing at the top of my lungs. I might cry, it might hurt but I love having those memories back.

drowning

Drowning in our memories is all I seem to do now, funny how happy times bring tears to my eyes. What do I do? What do I do with all these feelings? Is there somewhere I can throw them away? Is there someone who wants them? I don't want to know, I don't want to feel the emptyness of what might have been.