benny

He strummed his guitar 

and every note hit the back of my neck,

he sang foreign words,
and every word hit my heart.

I'd forgotten what melodies are supposed to be like,

I'd forgotten how to feel through someone else's voice.
Thank you Benny for your songs.

spinning world

I'm glad to confirm that the world didn't stop when you left  like I thought it would. 

It kept going, so did I, so did everybody else.

starry night

And tonight, beneath the star filled sky, I dont want to stop looking at you for a second.

our lives

We built our lives on separate lanes because the world wouldn't have it any other way. In the end we were alright, I wasn't yours and you weren't mine. I had a Mr. and you had a wife. We had regrets, still we managed to survive.

because

Because it felt so good to be bad,

because I wanted to dare them all,

because what I had wasn't enough.

I let go.

in another life

"In another life I would be your girl."

-Katy Perry (The one that got away)

the rush

Maybe it's nothing, maybe it's everything, I'll know when I know, until then why not enjoy it?

the digger

Once again I'm seduced by the bad habits I thought I'd left behind. You, with those kind words, you knew exactly the moves to make it go down. So it happened, and I digged myself a hole, a little deeper than before, there's no way out.