Fact #14

Fact: No one knows me like you do.

you're always on my mind

It's pouring out there, the rain is hitting my window as if asking to come in, the skies are grey and thunder strikes every now and then and all I think about is you. I hope you're home, safe and warm, away from the madness, with no worries at all.

they were right

Maybe what they said was true, that we confused the loneliness we both had for love.

in you

"I find peace when I'm confused, I find hope when I'm let down, not in me but in you."

 - Switchfoot (You)

on that day

Maybe someday you'll read this blog and know it's mostly about you and what you make me feel. Maybe that day you'll realize how much you hurt me even when I stayed quiet. Maybe that day you'll try to make things right. I sure hope that on that day I'm no longer in your life.

when i'm gone

You always like me better when I'm away I've realized, when I'm gone you can't seem to let go, you ask about when we'll meet again and you tell me you think I'm great, then I come around and it's all wasted, like nothing ever happened, take me for granted once again. And listen, that's all fine, but one of these days when I leave, it'll be for good and I won't even say goodbye.

the guts

I admire her even not knowing her, she likes you and she makes her move, she kissed you and you didn't pull away, how great for her. I wish I had her guts, honestly I wish I could be bold in love but I'm same old me, the nervous reck, the one you come to tell the stories to and that's about it.

the game

Now I don't know what to say because I realize my feelings for  you will never fade away. What's this game that I'm playing by being your friend?